Monday, November 1, 2010

After reading some very inspirational words from Jason more bullshit. I am posting this so it has even a little bit of solidity in the real world.
Every time I've played video games instead of working on projects. Not gonna happen anymore. It is 6:50 in the morning and I've been up all night procrastinating.... And now I'm thinking about what could have been if I could have attended TAD. I am going to a school that costs Forty-thousand dollars a year. When I think about this and about how much time and money I'm wasting I cringe. I'm an idiot. I listen to the stories of amazing artists who dug themselves out of pits hundreds of times deeper than mine; and I'm not even in one. I have the whole world in front of me, and a jumping off point. I don't know where I'll be in a year. But I want to be better than the average ringling senior by then. I want to be at a professional level by the end of my sophomore year. And I'm going to make it happen. Fuck anyone who says differently, including me. My sketchbook should have been full 2 months ago. This means even less Sonic Adventure 2 Battle for some people and for that I am truly sorry (you know who you are). I don't know what this will sound like to other people or if they even care but I've just suddenly realized what I can and will do. And for you Very Potter Musical fans: It'll be totally awesome.

Fuck anyone who thinks this is stupid or unnecessary. I suggest you read this if you are one of those people:


Spit in the face of anything that tells you no. Be prepared to spit in your own face.


  1. I understand this completely! Ive been slacking lately too, i worked much harder before coming here than i do now...

    time for change

  2. Agreed. Saw your plump sketchbook on CA. Very Nice!
    Oddly enough, I'm also a Ringling Illustrator most likely headed to TAD in Richmond...